First Love

I have a crush to someone since I was in 10th grade. He is so special in my heart, I thought he was my fist love.hehe... I gave him a special gift on his birthday. I gave him a mug with many pictures of him on it. Actually I gave him a gift not only on his birthday, but also when I came from Pangandaran, or when I found something unique. My first gift that I gave to him was a notebook. A notebook with 'Kabayan' picture on it. But unfortunately, not long after he received it, the notebook was gone. I was sad and disapponted. He was so careless. But I still like him.

Now we have separated. He is in Cianjur, I'm in Bandung. He has changed. He is a vocalist band now. I'm sure he will be famous and many girls will like him. And I'm afraid to lose him. Once, he invited me to see his band performance at a Junior High School. I came there, I don't know why but when I saw him on the stage, I was crying. Maybe I felt scary that I would lose him, or proud of him or I don't know. But I am happy for him. Anything that he chooses -during it's positive-, I will support him. Yeah, I will do.